i love the sms u send.
i love the words u say.
can we?
woke up damn early today.
for the SIA interview..
but still i arrive at swisshotel @ 9.30.. lol..
and there's like 300++ ppl in front of me... >.<
i flocked anywae.
lOL...
the selection was pretty much like 3 out of 10 gals..
and ppl that know foreign languages or at the customer service line is hot fave.
damn nursing!!! cant help.
lol..
CAN I LEARN MALAY DEN!!! =P
so melissa was telling me that i shld juz gain experience since i'm 1st timer.
unlike some... THEY R DESPERATE!!
her fren got in at 3rd attempt.
oMg.
but at least it was fun...
lOL...
this guy was saying this's like singapore idol..
but we're like...more like a beauty contest for miss singapore.
wHAHHAHA...
instead of self intro like everyone expected..
qns like bad customers service was asked.
dAmn it!! i'm in nursing lor...
wad a shit qns.
so i shitted abt clincal attachment.
whHAHAH.
experience was totally superb!!
at least u get to see beauty queens and handsome hunks.
wHAHHAHA.
n ya... if not for the application form.. i wont even be there.
so THANKS YOU!!
thou i hanged. dun worry la.. at least i got an interview with jessie tml at orchard.
hoOt!
i blame my braces!!!
[but did i tell u i'm gonna remove it in 5wks time?? like sooo fast!!! straight teeth!! hehehee...
den here come whitening.. hohohoh]
i blame nt wearing OL!!
tsktsk.
.........
yest was sooo much fun.
thanks to aina... for making it into my belated party. lol...
and thanks to everyone else.
great reunion i had.
everyone's working expect me..
wHAHHAHA.... =x
all of us beside ruzani.
my 20th bdae!
the talking flower.. lol...
ruz voice is the loudest la!!
u can hear everyone's wishes... there is ruz,aina,pebs, qianru,inda, haoning,sonia,wenwen, yaxing..
except joanna ya? cuz she's with me.. hahaha.
more pics uploaded in myspace.
man... jordie is like a security alarm...
beta den ciso i tink.
grrr...
out to walk puppy.
>.<
for the mr. who-u-tink-u-are.. plz stop bothering me.
i wanna see a clear blue sky.
met jocelyn today.
got introduced to nicole agency.
heard tat one nite shift can earn up to 150bucks.
tat's wOOah...
most prob will check it out =)
went for a couple of interview..
so hopefully it will success.
den i'll be busy again!!!
lOl...
have been busy shopping rather... =)
met sandy's sis the day before.
off to orchard..so... shopping!!!
lOl..
bought a couple of clothes at fcuk.
den down to KOSE.
den to CHOMEL.
hahhahaha.. happy happy.
for those tat haven pass me my pressie.. u noe who u r arhhhz... i'll hunt u down.. lOl..
it's time for THE ADVENTURES OF JORDIE THE PRINCESS..
lol...
went vaccination the another day.
such a brave gal!!
had no response to the injection at all.. hahaha..
but KOed in the car shortly.
niwae... she has new shoes today!!
lol...
brought her to the park today.
but it took her more den 1hr to walk a 500m..
hahahhaa...
she's sniffing and stoning ard...
everytime someone jog past she will follow the direction of the jogger.. lol..
so we're like 2 dumb ass... >.<
we bumed into tis marcho guy..
funny of him, he's running backwards. while me, cuz jordie is alwae running slower den me i spent most of my time facing the opp direction.
so we bumed...
lol..
and tat jordie... attracted to tat guy oso... ran with him
>.<
but he's cute la... played with jordie..
hehehee..
for him, maybe i'll appear in the park more often..
whahahah...
afterall everyone loves jordie...
or maybe cuz her shoes are cute la...
ehehhehee
:i wish u are here, so maybe i wont feel so hurt.at least there's a arm to fall on. a home to cry back on.
FINALLY!!!
i can upload pic..
wHAHAHAH...
all thanks to tat someone..
hehehehee...
niwae... sooo tired this few days...
why?
coz onli tat special one can make me this piggy up every morning at 8am...
who??
jodie of coz...
hehehee...
my princess.
this is my happiest bdae pressie la...
but of cuz she oso brought a lot of trouble too..
hahhaha.
since i'm sooo bored at home...
i'm hooked to online games..
lOl..
and so there cames the problem.
i'm stuck at this level.
and it's pissing me off...
lOl...
just go to http://www.addictinggames.com/theclassroom2.html
niwae this is the older version ...
the latest one is classroom 3.. n at least i manage to complete all the level.
unlike this.. >.<
play with it.. and if u tink u're beta den me...
type in the password : mrsbackwards
and complete the level for me!!!
lOl..
and if u did it. tel me man..
okok.. hahahaa.. have fun.
=x
so it's been dog hunting this few daes.
puppies i mean.
i wan a toy breed. he wan a pure breed.
lOl..
hahahha..
i never tot abt it until he mention tat dogs tat can run is beautiful.. [like those huskies in eight and below u noe]
it's an insult la.. if u r a guy and u associate yourself with those toybreed..
hahaha..
it's sooo unglam la..
imagine u bring a short legged dog for a jog.. lOl..
unman!! >.<
i wont be impressed either.
but... we cant possibly store a golden retiriver or husky with us.
n i wont agree either!!!
ohh... we saw a mini schauzer for a whoopin 1600+..
tat's by far the cutest we've ever seen.
but still... hopefully we can get a silky terrier or JRT soon.
or u noe BENJI??
the movie benji...
tat poodle+cocker spaniel+schauzer cross breed.
but the chances of me findin one here is rare ba.
lOl..
inform me if ya noe of any beta pet shop.
=)
i had my reasons for today.
i noe u'll understand.
=)
so fucked with life.
i mean..
the fufillment in life we get.. it's getting meaningless.
esp with the same old ppl expecting more stuff from you.
it just sucks all your bld.
more like a bee that stings every word they speaks.
your mouth spewed beautiful words.. when will u stop? i wonder.
please do not manipulated my life and distort it into your some kind of fantasy.
cant you notice it? or are you jus too self obnoxious abt urself and to the extend of changing lives for others tat's ard you.
your discreet life is just a hoax which one day might unfold.
"she'll be loved"... maroon5
it reali came in helpfully in times like this.
happy national day!!
back from our mini version of ndp over at my aunt place..
tsktsktsk.
niwae.. life is soooo unfair!
my cousin which is juz 16.
got a provisional driving liscense of California.
and he started his basic at 15 and 6mths.
yesh... the 6mths is very impt in USA.
and so.. all u nid is just get a car + a P plate and u can drive.
where was i when i am 16???
taking bus to skool.
>.<
and wad's even beta in USA is...
they dun exam PARALLEL PARKING???
wtH.
i hope aussie's the same..
den i can get my liscense there.
haHHAHAH.
niwae.. it's starting to get annoying when i go for family gathering.
ppl start asking me of my degree and pursue in perth..
and if i got my liscense to practice yet.
and yes i have my liscense to practice but i'm nt practising yet...
duHZ.
doesnt mean i'm nt doin anythin wad.
juz tat i'm stil enjoying my looOoong holi..
lOl..
but i hav a online biz to tend to.
so +bleACH+
i am nt a TOTAL lazy bum yet.
hehheee..
i'm sooo excited la..
my cousin ling, who is a pharmist herself is goin to intro my bro some gals...
and my bro answer to her is tat they muz b good.
lOl...
so yup.. soon i'll be seeing dentist, drs comin in...
hahahhaha.
linda forwarded me this email..
and it's sooOOoo true from the rest i've seen la.
so i decided to post it up.
------------AUGUST BABY ---------------
Outgoing personality. Takes risks. feeds on attention. no self control. Kindhearted. self confident. loud and boisterous. VERY revengeful. Easy to getalong with and talk to. Has an "every thing's peachy" attitude. Likestalking and singing. Loves music. Daydreamer.Easily distracted. Hates not being trusted. BIG imagination. Loves to beloved. hates studying. in need of "that someone". Longs for freedom.Rebellious when withheld or restricted. Lives by "no pain no gain" caring.Always a suspect. Playful. Mysterious. "charming" or "beautiful" toeveryone. stubborn. curious. Independent. Strong willed. a fighter.
ao i was laughing my way reading it la...
cuz it sound.. sooo true.. esp for now...
lOl..
but wad's more funny is this:
------------JUNE BABY -------------
You've got the best personality and are an absolute pleasure to be around.You love to make new friends and be outgoing. You are a great flirt and morethan likely to have an a very attractive partner. A wicked hottie. It is alsomore than likely that you have a massive record collection. You have a greatchoice in films, and may one day become a famous actor/actress yourself -heck, you've got the looks for it!!!
lOlx..
ok..
i'm rolling on the floor now...
my gOd...
so golf@5 has been keeping me company thru these sleepless nite.
hahaha.
the 1st nite was rather boring...
i mean afterall... seeing a goftball swinging high in the sky.. no kick for me yet.
but...
soon later, i can tell you.
golf is addictive!!
lOl..
see woods swing his iron.
watch him achieve a birdie at par 4..
oMG....
made my nite even longer for me..
hahaha..
niwae.
back from my aunt place.
instead of getting the usual nike products from my aunt tat stayed in sanfransico..
guess wat i got!!!
winter wear!!!
hahhaha... my coat... lallalala...
not to my expectation but it's close la...
a loOOong coat...
at least everyone is sooo supportive of me going oversea..
and telling me tat i shld nt come back.
hahhaa...
in this kind of situation now, about me and someone.
i wish i can reali go and den MIA..
hahahhaa...
den i'll be reali troubleFREE sorrowFREE.
+looking forward!+
SIGHZ...
someone help me plz..
someone is making me insane.. with his every words, action and moves.
i mean... wad's good in a heart if u cant use it??
aye?
it's like... if u reali cant trust someone.. no matter wad the person do.. u will still cant trust ba.
cuz it's ur feelings tat's playing with u.
it's u telling urself that u shldnt...
not wad another does dude.
i send u my words la
" ther's a danger in loving somebody too much. AND IT'S SAD WHEN U NOE IT'S UR HEART U CANT TRUST. ther's a reason why ppl dun stay where they are.. sometimes love juz aint enuff."
oMg... discovery is making me go ga-ga over alexander the great.
i noe ther's a movie la...
but discovery's one is soOooo much hottie.
unlike other warriors.. he has brain dude.
be as savvy as him? mayb u can swept my feet off.
tsktsk.
to you:
i know u have been watching me.
i know you have been quietly looking after me, supporting me.
and i have been very grateful of your around.
it reflects of my environment.
of the pain i'm in tat i cant decribe.
of i wish someone will pull me out of this hole i'm in..
i dun like wad i am goin thru.
i dun like the way i'm seen.
i've heard things i wish they neve speak.
i've been treated like no more than a woman.
a subject less than a woman.
a honour i neve derserve.
a respect i neve gain.
and it's painfully eating me away of wad i had.
can others see my pain?
can others do something den?
mayb i'm just blaming myself.
for the disappointment that people disappoint me.
to be frank, maybe someone disappoint me the most.
for someone that u n i had... maybe u just ruin it.
niwae... kaili shared this with me
luther vandross- i'd rather.
"I'd rather have bad times with you, than good times with someone else
I'd rather be beside you in a storm, than safe and warm by myself
I'd rather have hard times together, than to have it easy apart
I'd rather have the one who holds my heart"
if you had a partner out there, i hope u had hold tat person's heart.
if nt... it's reali hopeless.
When I'm calling out
will you give me love and affection?
Keep telling me, showing me the way....
if you see me falling down
will you lift me up from the shadows and take me away to a better place?
And when I'm in my darkest hour
will you be by my side, to turn the tide, until the suffering fades?
and when life is getting me down,
i'm close to defeat...
will you come and lay ur hands on me?
'Til I'm healed again, rediscovered my strengths,
and those bitter blues are gone...
sometimes i wish i could be a 3rd party telling you stuffs.
about what the gal has been goin thru when u are busy looking at urself.
maybe sometimes u shld take a step back and look at yourself.
and how ur action is responsible for another.
u must have been lucky.
isnt this lovely all the ladies???
hehehe...
dior latest limited edition detective chic...
nt only this.. they have this too
+melts+
isnt it........
a muz have boy!!!
+hiNThint+
lOl...
looks like bdae is coming soon...
niwae... melb pic is all up in myspace alreadi...
had a hard time with it ok...
so appreaciate la.
HAPPY NURSES DAY!!
to all my babes out there,
finally it's like our 1st celebration outside of skool..
some of u might b in the hosp celebrating as a registered nurse..
others like me...
>.<
no kick...
no parties, no pressie..
[hahhaa... remind me of times in nyp, wher we get free flowers, talentime show]
so ppl like me got the press to give us a pat on the shoulder onli.
>.<
seen the commerical in the newspaper with kaili on it?
lOl..
well.. i like what they say la..
"a tribute to the guardians of healthcare....
safeguarding the heath of the nation"
+pRoud+
came across this in the papers too.
"WANT A BABY GIRL? MARRY A GOOD-LOOKER"
lol..
my god...
-so it says a study in london state tat good looking couples are 26% more likely to have their 1st born a daughter den a son.
-they reason that the 1st born of aggressive, high status parents tend to be boys becoz they are better equipped to protect their family line and outwit compeitors when it comes to finding a mate.
-and that, beautiful parents have more daugthers than ugly parents, because physical attractiveness is heritable and because daughters benefit from attractiveness more than sons.
mmmm... so who u got for partners??
lol..
btw.. i mean it's stupid la..
so wad if u hav a beatuiful partner?
ur daughter might nt turn out a beau too...
like i've seen in many cases...
so kinda lame...
i juz wan my child to turn out goodlooking,bootilicious, prettttty face.
hahhaa.
headed down to RELC todaeee.
handed the application to curtin uni of technology.
so couples of wks of more waiting.
and den... VIOLA.
[provided i'm up for it]
and tata to singapore
and big hugss to perth..
hehheee..
cant wait for the daee i can get to wear sweude coats.. winter wear.. chill in the cold drinking hot american coffee[marshmallow... yummy] ...
soak up in the sun... [with lotSa sunscreen of cuz!!!] try surfing or 2 under the bigbig wavess...
aHhhhHhh...
shop at factory oulets n get big bargains out of stores. etc: fcuk, rip curl...
supre, jeans west! here i come...
but....
i'm sooo gonna miss the food here la...
hopefully i can find the nearest nandoos in perth too la..
tat will make my day too.. hehehee.. chicken!!
sighz... it's still long...