Monday, August 07, 2006 @1:40:00 AM
to you:
i know u have been watching me.
i know you have been quietly looking after me, supporting me.
and i have been very grateful of your around.
it reflects of my environment.
of the pain i'm in tat i cant decribe.
of i wish someone will pull me out of this hole i'm in..
i dun like wad i am goin thru.
i dun like the way i'm seen.
i've heard things i wish they neve speak.
i've been treated like no more than a woman.
a subject less than a woman.
a honour i neve derserve.
a respect i neve gain.
and it's painfully eating me away of wad i had.
can others see my pain?
can others do something den?
mayb i'm just blaming myself.
for the disappointment that people disappoint me.
to be frank, maybe someone disappoint me the most.
for someone that u n i had... maybe u just ruin it.
niwae... kaili shared this with me
luther vandross- i'd rather.
"I'd rather have bad times with you, than good times with someone else
I'd rather be beside you in a storm, than safe and warm by myself
I'd rather have hard times together, than to have it easy apart
I'd rather have the one who holds my heart"
if you had a partner out there, i hope u had hold tat person's heart.
if nt... it's reali hopeless.