Saturday, May 12, 2007 @12:50:00 AM

i bid goodbye to joddie's softie today.
hopefully it'll reach spore with my smell still intact with it.
been zzing with it for more than a mth already.
guess tonight i got nuthing to hug to zz with.
sOb.
last night i had my greatest outburst.
suppose to wake up for clinical at12.
left aishah to practice with nina.
i am sOOOOo sorry. shouldnt let my emotions take over me, and affect me.
missed nurses day and fun i suppose.
cant turn up either.
my eyes are so heavy and puffy when i woke up.
so i zz all the way till 2.
set the hse alarm to see kel across the driveway.
get her to go s'land and curtin with me.
felt like a big sista to pay for your younger sister stuff.
i wish i had a younger sibling too.
>.<
bought shirely carnations over at curtin.
got a big hug from her.
since she aint my mama, we named today happy auntie day. hahaha.
anyhow,
thanks you allan or marvin that i confide in.
mr ky, i'm looking for you.
dun appear offline soo often, i dont know when you are here or not.