Saturday, July 14, 2007 @5:46:00 PM
slipping into a depressive mode,
no mood for anything.
esp: EATING!!
yea, i knoww... how could i!
but well, i can see my fats disappearing.
=.=
moods affected by every reasons including:
-being away from hubby
-lost of my capability
-lost of faith of myself
-studies
-hubby
-and everythin else in the world.
at the end of the day, i will be better yea?
i still have an angel beside me do i?
or do i feel that you are going away too?
hMmm.
i want holidays!!!!!
shrungs.
someone give me some light!
"I try to say goodbye and I choke
I try to walk away and I stumble
Though I try to hide it, it's clear
My world crumbles when you are not near
I may appear to be free
But I'm just a prisoner of your love
I may seem alright and smile when you leave
But my smiles are just a front, just a front
I play it off but I'm dreaming of you
I'll keep my cool but I'm feigning"