you know what,
everytime u feel like slapping me,
i suggest you go here.
http://www.counterfeitmini.com/main.swf
just pretend it's me then, and frustrate all your anger ba.
lolx, thanks aishah.
told me it's for destress.
but i'm laughing the whole time i was on it.
haHAHHAHA
harry potter finally came after i read 10 chapters from nik's.lolx, but becoz it came with a wrapper,
i've decided not to be angry with the book company anymore.
girls are soooo easily to please! lOl.. or maybe just me =)
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brain came over for a hair cut.
messed every part of the house.
even attempt to punch + kick me.
got grounded from us.
got soooo sad that he sat outside my room looking like this.
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such a hyperactive dude! maybe i just aint a mummy type. oh wells, i neve wan him either. loLx. need to find a husband that will be able to coax all kinds of kids then.
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raising sun for dinner again! at least this time, there's 6 other ppl! lOLx.
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the much anticipated sg style chilli crab.... errrr, very disappointed! i miss homeeee!
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finally, someone tat can coax brain.. hehehee.... big, strong and old.. Lolx, just my type! =)
i guess when people start to neglect about their life, they have forgotten who's around them. and most of the times, they are the treasures that you really need! =) i kinda feel that i have a very loaded chest full of treasures!! hehee =)
: i've decided to shut and let things be. continue your doing.. at the end of the journey, i know u will be so wrong about me... and it will be your loss, not mine.
i fucked every aussie today.
lOlx.
poor mike got it too!
so pissed/ angry/ depressed/ sad/ any other 1000000x worst words about how things is happen.
to side track, i like how easy it is to find you and u never failed to amuse me.
hahahha.
talking abt it,
hmmm.... as i grow older.. my thinking and feelings changes along my mood.
i start to feel that people that gives me security are those that are boring people.
boring as in life's stable not stagant, predicatable and smooth.
just like those grumpy old man working 9-5 job. work-home-sleep.
lolx.
unlike people that races their lifes against time.
i started to hate waiting.
waiting for people.
waiting for changes.
waiting for miracles to happen.
i shall be more down to earth.
went to bentley in my freaking pj!
thankfully i had my trench coat.
just my luck in getting direction today.
anyhow, this freaking ASIAN! yep, ASIAN...
was asking him if he know where blk C is, n he speak in this trying to be cool english tone and tell me he dunno.
when i freaking saw him walking towards blk C ok! dumbwit!
pissed off!
on the other note, FOB is coming this sept.
shld i go or not?
went to watch harry potter on the 1st day of its screening in perth.
1st movie in perth. lOlx.
hmm, cinema was alrite, similar to PS.
it's free sitting over here. same like states huh i heard?
and now, i'm still waiting for my potter book to ship from sydney!
i've like read the last chapter from nik's. Lolx.
this week's random.
raising sun, met up with new frenie from sg, mike's bday coming, walks accompanied by rainbow, pretty much rot.
yEap like wad mike told me: I AM DETERMINE TO GET TO ALBANY. lOlx.
Shyong! when are you back from that crabies island?
Maccas with me!!! lOLX, i finally get it dumbwit!
spring's coming! flowers are blossoming everywhere!
our pathway in the garden are filled with flowers.
but, i wish winter last longer.... =)
i remembered when i 1st met you.
it was the 1st day i came over here.
you're the geek that helped me with my lappie, sorta remind me of someone.
after that, thou we seen each other... we barely exchanged much words.
slowly, things began to pick up, either online or phyiscally.
when you came over for dinner 24/7, clubbing, driving us home, webcamming.
till recently, u just cant stop dissing my msn nick everyday, either at work or home.
i dunno why.
maybe you know i aint feeling good or what.
but thanks to you, everyday i looked forward for something.
you brought the warmth in you.
esp today,
wat happens when u over say a dah
then u say "ignore the previous dah"
i have a lot of dah to say to you:
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i wish i had a tv in my room.
just like the good ol' day in sg.
den i wont be in my room everyday now facing my lappie 24/7
harbouring all these negative feelings.
one moment, you might be so fcuking high,
the other, you are so down.
am i really happy?
or am i just faking my so-called happiness?
find me somethin to do!
ME AND HUBBY IN 5YRS TIME. LolX
slipping into a depressive mode,
no mood for anything.
esp: EATING!!
yea, i knoww... how could i!
but well, i can see my fats disappearing.
=.=
moods affected by every reasons including:
-being away from hubby
-lost of my capability
-lost of faith of myself
-studies
-hubby
-and everythin else in the world.
at the end of the day, i will be better yea?
i still have an angel beside me do i?
or do i feel that you are going away too?
hMmm.
i want holidays!!!!!
shrungs.
someone give me some light!
"I try to say goodbye and I choke
I try to walk away and I stumble
Though I try to hide it, it's clear
My world crumbles when you are not near
I may appear to be free
But I'm just a prisoner of your love
I may seem alright and smile when you leave
But my smiles are just a front, just a front
I play it off but I'm dreaming of you
I'll keep my cool but I'm feigning"
Good morning. I've found that God is the easiest person to please that I have ever known. He is consistent in His expectations, incrediblylong suffering and unwavering in His confidence in me. The real truth is that people are harder to please than God! Subconsciously, each of us attempts to please those around us. It is impossible. "Therein is theweariness of life". The fear of man bringth a snare: but whoso puttethhis trust in the Lord shall be safe. :)
God is Love
Rev Run
i think this is my favourite email outta all the emails i received from dailyword.
i thanks God sooo much.
happy with my result. at least i see distiniction.
oh wells, one more paper.
I CAN DO IT!!!
hmm, even so, i have the greatest guy that can at least help me
=)